I'm Leaving on a Jet plane.... TOMMOROW!

I'm in the most awkward place right now.
I've been sitting in one place too long, and I just want to go out side and run. I'm so nervous that I am itching myself incessantly, and its starting to annoy me. I'm so fragile I could burst into tears any second. I'm so excited that I'm not. I'm so tired I could die right here and now.
I have like WAY too many extreme emotions happening right now... I don't know what to do with myself.
oh... PS-> I leave tommorow. LOVELY. when I think of that, I start to become more nervous and fragile than any of the other emotions. I am scared beyond belief, but I just want to get on that plane.
AH! I don't even know what to do. I think that if this were audible, there would just be this one noise that came from my mouth, and it would be totally incomprehensible.
ok. I'm going to go to bed.
Sweet dreams.
Laurel

oh and PS- your prayers will be a HUGE blessing tommorow- like you don't even know. thanks in advance.