One Week

So today's the week mark. Am I ready? um..... yes. I think I am.
This last month has been Crazy! Now that I look at it more clearly, there has been alot of spiritual warfare that has surrounded me. I took a slight hiatus from my christian life for a while, and could not recognise these events as spiritual warfare, which perhaps aided Satan in attacking me in small things that should not be used against a christian- friendships. Far to many times I had to ask myself 'why now? why do we have to get so close just before I leave?' I guess its that draw back home.
But I cannot imagine my life this next year at home. It needs to be in England, and I see that so clearly now. And I am getting SO excited to go. I am so excited to see what God has in store for me. To learn all he has to tell me and show me. To make new friends, and prove to myself that I can actually do this.
I'm really not excited to say goodbye though. its already begun, and my heart aches with every goodbye, but I know that all the hard ones are yet to come.

I'm excited though, and thats something to be joyful about.

Love, Peace and Bacon Grease,
Laurel